Ups and Downs

So, that's how life supposed to be. It goes cycle and sometimes when we feel that we can't bear with downs, there's one thing that we always forget to do; return to Him.  And there's one lesson that I learnt recently. A lesson that taught me to be a tougher person, to be a better person, to be a good worshipper to Allah in order to encounter the future and the hereafter. Also, I beg my parents' apologize; Mama and Abah, I made both of you disappointed this time :(. But I've believed that Allah is the Most Merciful as He sent a good friend for me to give supports and positive thoughts. Mama also called me yesterday and we had a nice conversation and she said that no matter how easy or hard I go through my days, don't ever forget Him; do pray, do make duas everyday as Allah is the Most, Best Listener. 

Ya Allah,

Alhamdulillah for another day.

Alhamdulillah for another chance to make today a better yesterday.

Alhamdulillah for everyday.

All in all, Alhamdulillah for these kind people.

Hadiah

Dah seminggu kat Melaka lepas cuti mid sem, Ya Allah rindunya rumah! Kalau sekarang ni aku boleh packing barang-barang pastu balik rumah Allah heavennya! Bukan, ni bukan soal lari dari masalah atau tanggungjawab, it’s just that sometimes I feel like I don’t belong here. Something is missing, a part of me, sort of.  I don’t know. Oh btw, a few days ago, I suddenly got a present from a friend, subhanallah terkejut jugak tiba-tiba dapat hadiah ni. Yelah, sungguh.  Biasanya tak dapat hadiah unless kalau birthday dan bila dapat ni rasa terharu sangat. Even though, maybe untuk sesetengah orang tak berapa besar pon nilainya, tapi bagi aku mashaAllah besar nilainya tu sebab hadiahnya cukup bermakna buat aku. Tapi tak bolehlah nak mention apa dia kan, sebab pemberinya mahu ia dirahsiakan. Cukuplah sekadar kalau orang lain tahu pemberian itu sebagai tanda ingatan tulus ikhlas dari seorang sahabat. Seorang sahabat yang aku kenal di Lendu, Melaka.

Terima kasih awak.  

Semoga nanti kita bertemu di Sorga! Ameen.

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